I want to have a positive attitude all the time, and regularly manifest good energy. That said, I feel like anything else besides happiness is bad.
I just came off an extremely annoying workday. Who calls with forty minutes worth of questions at 4:40, making me work past my 5PM shift end? It’s infuriating! The rest of the day was equally stressful, because it was full of forty-five minute lulls and then thirty minutes of eight cases at a time.
I know all of this is grunt work, and it’s a necessary part of being successful. To get to the rainbow, you have to make it through the rain. Days like it today make it hard for me to feel like this is just step one. I just want to fast-forward to being large and in charge, and not having to deal with the nonsense. I want to pay other people to take care of the nonsense for me.
In the meantime, I’m going to just enjoy the rest of the afternoon the best way I know how. A few self-care and tidying practices after dinner with Aaron.
It’s a part of life. I accept things I cannot change and I move forward from them with that understanding.
I DON’T HAVE TO LIKE IT THOUGH. SO THERE.